I hate public speaking. Never liked it, never will. That's why I dread it when Jury comes around. Jury One today was...well..interesting. I've never had 2 lecturers debating with each other over my work. Usually, they either unanimously like it (if I happen to have an incredible stroke of good fortune), or think it's rubbish. Sometimes I wonder whether I could have presented my ideas in a more convincing and coherent manner, or if I could defend my ideas strongly without them being torn down by a mere frown from the jurors. My arguments usually sound alot more logical and convincing in my head. The moment I open my mouth, I sound like a complete blithering fool. Maybe it's nervousness. I would do so much better if presentations were written. I prefer working with text. I'm so in the wrong course of study.