Friday, September 22, 2006
motivation such an aggravation
Next Friday would be the day of reckoning for the Level 2 ID people. I doubt I'll be as lucky as I was for the first Jury. Seriously, that was sheer dumb luck. This time, I doubt I'll fare half as well. I'm not a very technical person - I stink at drawing and I stink at computer rendering. Basically, I don't even know what I'm doing in Interior Design, in a design faculty, or an art school for that matter. I NEED A PLAN FOR MY LIFE!!! Calming down...Anyway, the scary thing is that I don't feel at all nervous nor panicky when my whole life is riding on the outcome of Jury Two. It's not like I've done a whole load of work already. Taking into consideration my models for Jury One, and well...I basically have nothing apart from my concept. A whole load of good it does. Sure, the concept is grasped, but the execution is a little elusive. I have no clue, nada, zilch, zero idea about how to start going about the project. Alex calls it a 'Creative Block' which can be overcome by taking an ax and chopping my design in half. I'd rather take that ax to my head. Oh well, on the bright side [if there is even one], Jury Two is one week away. Maybe some bright idea would have popped into my head [while plucking my leg hair or pooping] and I'll magically produce some work by then. I seriously need to feel some sense of urgency right about now. Gotta get The Sims out of my head. Yet I always stand by the belief that the work has to be done regardless of how stressed or out-of-our-minds we are. So what good does it do if we lose our heads over something so mandatory. Rather, we should just keep ploughing on steadily, and try to enjoy the process as best as we can. No point taking joy out of something that isn't very joyful to begin with. By going all ballistic, we'll just make ourselves more miserable than we already are. Good Luck my beloved ID mates!
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