Now I know what it feels like to be mentally tired. Not like I haven't felt that before. Not recently though. You know how sometimes you just get so tired of the task at hand, and even though you know that it is of the utmost importance that you get it done, you can't help but push it aside so that you can have that few hours of sleep, and while in slumber, you still can't help but think of the work yet undone but can't summon enough energy to even contemplate doing it? Yeah, that. It's scary how it's just the second week of school and already sleepless nights are creeping back stealthily into my daily routine. I shudder to think about the next 13 weeks of school where workload will no doubt get heavier. Yet I'll try to be steadfast to the promise I made - to work hard in school. I don't want to keep relying on sheer dumb luck to scrape a pass by the skin of my teeth. I no longer want to fret about results during the holidays. I'M GOING TO BE NERDY *punches fist into air*!!! Heh, right. At this moment I'm throwing yearning glances over to my bed, which happens to be conveniently situated beside my table, and thinking of catching up on lost sleep. Oh well, at least Friday's a holiday. I gotta count my blessings. That's as good as it's gonna get. At least I'm able to sleep in for abit. I'll just hang in there, and catch a few winks on the journey to and from school, albeit unglamorous. Awww shucks, to the fiery pit with image. When it comes to surviving school with at least a shred of sanity intact, image is inconsequential. I'll just draw the line at the drooling and snoring in public.
Lately I've been having dreams of people dying. Tell me I'm not losing it. I snapped to this morning due to the terribly disturbing image of a guy falling from a height and smashing into a pulp onto the concrete ground. Something tells me my brain needs a rinse. 
Play Sudoku
Listen to 'The Monkey Song'