Follow your heart. Sometimes it's not as easy when you're not sure whether what your heart is telling you to do may be the right thing and not something brought on as a result of tiredness and exhaustion and the desire to cut yourself off completely and scream "I've had it!". How can making a decision be so hard?To continue being a silent disgruntled sufferer or to start living? The wrong decision would ultimately bring repercussions, and the right one would definitely result in plenty of talks with other leaders and much of what I would call 'spiritual blackmail'. I know for sure which decision would make me happy, but I'm not sure if that's what God wants for me. I guess I've got to keep praying.In other news, I send my condolences to Marc and Aaron for the demise of their dad. Normally death doesn't really stir up anything in me [I'm a stony-hearted being], but the recent news of their dad's hospitalisation and sudden death made me wonder about our mortality and the fleetingness of life. It made me sad. Perhaps it's an age thing.