I'm rarely pissed, but I guess everyone has their moments, and today is one of those days where I have a tolerance level of minus 3. I hate the way some people talk. They always speak in such a tone that belittles the person they are talking to, and not only that, they snap at people for no apparent reason, they think their always right, etc. Well, today I had enough of that sickening attitude. Firstly, I was already in quite a bad mood because I couldn't concentrate properly during James' lesson due to incessant chattering from inconsiderate people who do not have the brains to keep quiet while an important lesson was going on. All they do is gibber on loudly in their small groups while James was trying to teach, and all the time I was fighting down the urge to yell "SHADDAP!!!" Then James, seeing that hardly anyone was paying attention to him, just went on and on and on with his lesson and there I was trying to hear him above the din and trying my utmost best to figure out what was going on. If ever there was a thermometer-like instrument above my head to measure irritation level, you would see the mercury rising steadily. After the class, I went back to the studio, and was on my way down again with Jaya to go check out the filming of our Escher exhibition, and also to support those who were being interviewed. Tulsi had alot of stuff to carry then, so he passed some stuff to Jaya, and right at that moment, Oz, for no apparent reason whatsoever, SNAPPED at me to help Tulsi, who did NOT need help anymore. That was really the limit. Even Tulsi said he didn't need help, who was Oz to snap at me? I simply stared at him and walked off. I was so pissed off. This wasn't the only time Oz irritated the moo-moo out of me. One time we were in the workshop doing our projects, he lost his safety goggles, so he STORMED over to my table, started flipping up all my stuff before SNATCHING away MY goggles with a "tsk". Hello? Common courtesy? He didn't even ask. Today he really stepped over the line. There's only so much one can take. I'm usually a very mild tempered person. I'm not afraid to say that I don't lose my temper easily. Usually I either keep it inside, or choose to ignore whatever irritates me. It takes alot to piss me off, and when I do get pissed off...you don't want to see that. So what if that's the way he is? He can't keep giving that excuse for every single time he offends someone accidentally. If that's the way he is, then it's high time he change "the way he is". He also can't apologize and then think he can get away with it. It's not that easy. Anyway, today was the first time Jaya has seen me so angry. For the whole of foundation level, I didn't really get pissed with anything. I think many of them were shocked at my outburst. I left school straight after that. I couldn't stand being around any longer. I might do or say something that I'll regret. I shall see how things go tomorrow. At least my temper has mellowed. On hindsight, I could have just tossed out the whole incident and moved on, but I guess today was really the wrong day to push my buttons, and it's also one time too many. Bad day for anyone to get on my wrong side.
half an hour later...
Watching Joey definitely helped improve my mood. I love funny shows.